I have been toying with closing this blog down for several months.
It was my life line when my marriage fell apart.
And then it became a way to write creatively and explore my budding love of photography.
And now it feels like a burden.
I want to bring you great stories, but I’ve been so happy living my life that whenever I think “ah, this needs to be blogged” I promptly forget what it was I wanted to blog.
I want to be open to comments, but my last round of abusive commenting provoked me to remove my favorite list from this blog because I’m not sure I can handle another such attack.
I want to stay. But I’m learning to balance my online time with my real-time. And this means far more real-time than online time. And, frankly, I like it that way.
So every couple of weeks I make the decision to say farewell. And then a few days later, I change my mind.
And this would be why I’ve been posting so rarely.
Needless to say, I’m still undecided.
But, I am not undecided about my other blog. The one that is even more neglected than this one. I’ll be posting far more over there, for certain, because the thing that has me preoccupied is my transition into a position of artistic leadership. I’m learning a lot and I feel it’s important to share. I hope, if I fail here, you will at least follow me over there.